I am tired of noises inside of my head
Telling me to be someone that I have never known
Someone with values that are different from my own.
I am tired of these thoughts keeping me awake
Telling me stories about my family and friends,
Pushing me into an unknown, unexplored mess.
I am tired of these emotions inside of my chest,
Making me angry and raging my nerves,
I don’t think this is what I deserve.
I am tired of the person I have become
I fear everything: but at most the…